Today I was greatful for almost every moment however specifically:

wonderful weather.  AGAIN!!!!

Sprite….

the laughter of  happy kids.

seeing people I havent seen in over a year.

chocolate cupcakes.

bbq burgers and hotdogs.  Goddess let me find a guy who is good at grilling!!!!!! 

being well enough to REALLY enjoy days like today.

the thought that I shouldnt be surprised by that anymore.  It’s normal again. YAY!!!!!

oh and getting so many hugs today that it actually made an impression. Im not hug deprived for today!

I welcome Harvest Blessings into my life!

I am so very grateful to be given an amazing new perspective and a new outlook on life.  Thank you, Goddess.  I will journal about it later.

I am thankfull for…

time spent with friends

Mimi Cafe’s Chicken Creps

the book that I am reading. (Grave Secret by Charlaine Harris)

 OH!!! And that the last book I read reminded me of this site and you good people!!!!

The Beatles

the experiances I have had that have made me who I am.

the fact that no matter how I may complain I have a fantastic family.

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!!!!

that I am strong woman.

that this summer the weather has been sooooooo wonderful.

Peanut butter toast

chocolate cookies

orange  juice and 7up  “spritzers”

naps

I am ready to welcome my real wedding band back.

I am ready to have Josh’s car fixed.

I am ready to get some diet soda.

I am ready to have my grandchildren have a better life.

I am ready for my broken heart to hurry up and mend.

I am ready for some munny, hunny.

I am ready to sleep well tonight.

I am ready for an adventure on my own (after I sleep well).

I am ready for a really, really good, tender steak that’s rather large-ish.

Add some garlic mashed potatoes to that.

and good potato skins.

and maybe some soft green beans almondine.

and ice tea.

home baked bread too.

butter.

perfect.

good company with that meal too, please.

I am ready to have my circle area completed

I am ready to have my vehicles insured and registered.

I am ready to have my delinquent mortgage paid.

I am ready for a functioning sewing machine.

I am grateful that I made it through an entire day with my grandchildren without becoming homicidal or suicidal (yet).

I am grateful for TV.

I am grateful that this trail mix (I hate trail mix) has M&Ms in it so I can pick them out.  Soon, this will go from being one large bag of mixed nuts and M&Ms to being a much smaller bag of raisins.

I am grateful I thought to mix Good Earth Sweet and Spicy tea with plain Lipton.  It makes a nummy spicy iced tea.

I am grateful that I came up with a kickin ensem to wear today even though I”m only going to be at home.

I am grateful that I was able to get the stupid stick dislodged from being wedged across the top of my stupid dog’s stupid mouth.

I am grateful that I can boil store bought angel hair, mix some ground beef in with Prego sauce and call it dinner and nobody cares.

I am grateful that I found a wedding ring I don’t recognize at all to stand in for my own precious wedding band until I find it.

I am grateful that the piece of shit computer I use is still functioning.

Grateful AND surprised.

I am grateful that I seem to have skipped a period this month.  Yay.  I am the most eager woman to embrace menopause that ever lived.  BRING IT.

Two words:  chocolate milk.

I am thankfull for:

quietness

cranberry juice

mac and cheese

that even though my neice has a hard hard road in front of her she has Drs and family to stand by her and help her through…. and that her situation isnt worse…

that when I need to focus on the good things and not let things beat me I have a place to come and make a list of my blessings for the day…

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

My nieces and nephews

The baby lizard who wandered into my home

chocolate soy milk

friends who push me out of my comfort zone

I am ready to release poverty from my life.

I am ready to release inappropriate fear from my life.

I am ready to release my (perceived) control over the situations in my life.

I am ready to release those people who do not belong in my life from my life.

I am ready to release resentment from my life.

I am ready to release sleeplessness from my life.

I am ready to welcome my wedding ring back from where ever it went away to.

I am ready to welcome prosperity into my life.

I am ready to welcome true, romantic love into my life.

I am ready to welcome immediate financial relief into my life.

I am ready to welcome a new circle area into my life.

I am ready to welcome clean floors into my life.

I am ready to welcome a smaller belly into my life.

I am ready to welcome more “me” time into my life.

I am ready to welcome a new adventure just for me into my life.

I am ready to welcome a new digital camera, new computer, new stovetop and new mattresses into my life.

It has been a while and for that, I do apologize.  Times have made it tough to be grateful and I think I just didn’t want to look it in the face.  But I’m back, so, ’nuff said.

I am grateful that Eric made it back from his mining trip safely.

I am grateful that both boys had happy first days of school without complication.

I am grateful to have gotten the first day of school paperwork mountain completed.

I am grateful for free lunches and transportation for the kids.

I am grateful for the comfortable weather we are having.

I am grateful for the people who love me.

I am grateful that my house is clean and the painting is done for now.

I am grateful for automatic washing machines.

I am grateful that Delena finally got her room clean.

Though I feel like dog crap today it will be the last time I have to go through this chemo! I am ready to welcome: increased energy, going back to work part time and sharing what a second round with cancer has taught me.

Raviolis, possibly one of the best foods ever created….

Iced Tea, again….

Getting things done….YAY for renewed energy!!!!

My Gramma

My Aunt Dori….even though they drive me nuts sometimes I love them dearly.

That I can make slammin food…..

This summer weather than has been BEAUTIFUL.

Ceiling fans.

Gratitude:

I am grateful for my friends and their support and the smiles they give me every day. Sometimes they have no idea how much I need them.

I am grateful for my dad and his understanding and patience when we get behind with bills and such.

I am grateful that we have a roof over our heads we call our own, leaky at times but it is ours and that has not always been the case.

I am grateful for my family.

I am grateful for my imagination and daydreams that can take me away from the day to day stuff that can drag me down.

Release:

I release anxiety over everything going on in my life, especially things that are simple acts of everyday life.

I release all the drama that gets stirred up in life that is so unneccesary.

I release old hurts that continue to haunt me in the relationships I have now and the ones that have passed from my life. I choose to keep good memories and the love that was and is shared.

I release poor health and my physical stagnation.

I release writer’s block and poor writing skills!

Readiness:

I am ready to find my own place in the world.

I am ready for inspiration to write.

I am ready for financial security.

I am ready to reconnect with my higher spiritual self again.

I am ready for the wisdom to guide my children to where they need to be in life.

I am ready for the physical and spiritual energy to get going in the right direction with my life.

I am ready to appreciate my true worth in this world.

I am greatful for:

sleep beautiful sleep.

cookies.

my Aunt Nancy.

Jane Austin.

dancing and people who can dance very well.

Today was so much better that yesterday. Todays list is EASY….

I an greatful for:

Salads

kind people encountered at the gas station

long lunches with an old HS friend….

laughter

albuterol and caffiene… ZOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!

The children Ive had in my class who tell me they love me….

their parents….

progress that is indeed impressive…

friends who care…

I am grateful that we have just enough to pay our bills that are due in the next few days.  No more at all, but enough.

[I am ready to welcome "more than enough" and abundance into my life.]

I am grateful that I got my house clean today.

I am grateful that Josh is happy today.

[I welcome happy new beginnings for Josh]

I am grateful that Eric is optimistic and joyful.

[I welcome acceptance of lessons and renewed hope to Eric]

I am grateful that my computer still works.

[I welcome a new computer to my life]

I am grateful for iced tea.

I am grateful that the chicken who escaped early this morning or last night let me know she was out and did not get eaten.

I am grateful for the car Eric got for me by bartering.

I am grateful for good friends.

I am grateful to be done with traveling for a while.

I am grateful to have a house I enjoy.

For that matter, I am grateful to have a house.

I am grateful to be sleeping through the nights again.

I am grateful for good weather.

I am grateful to be finding myself again and getting stable on my feet.

I am grateful that I can allllmost start to read the lessons life is bringing to me.  They are fuzzy, but I feel like I am finding the focus adjustment.

I am grateful to be loved.

I am grateful to have the makings for candles, which I will use soon.

I am grateful school is starting school and that I will get a little bit of a break.

I am grateful for Facebook, which has brought so much love to my life.

I am grateful for magic and for being one of the ones who believes.

[I am ready to re-awaken the magic in myself]

Today was physically and emotionally draining.  I fought hard to get through today. So I know I need this more than ever today.  Today I am greatful for:

lemon pops

iced tea

showers

being able to make yummy food

having the food already in my house

Glee

So you think you can dance

the song  “Defying Gravity”  from Wiccked. ‘Cause …”you cant bring me down!!!!!!”

the people who love me. And the people I love….